COUNTER RACISM NOW!
I, Khalif Muhammad,Ph.d , aka Syn-Q", the writer of this blog, am, like billions of others, a Victim of, and a servant to Racism (White Supremacy) in all areas of people activity. My Ultimate Objective is to use my experiences, and observations, about what Racism (White Supremacy) is and How it works, to promote the use of The United Independent Compensatory Code by Neely Fuller as motivation for other Victims towards the elimination of Racism.
Wednesday, February 15, 2023
Wednesday, June 15, 2022
On "Black" Male and Female Relationships.
The Race War movie by Professor Jason Black has been talked about much in the last week. It premiered in New York on 10/13/18. I am attending its premiere in Los Angeles on 10/20/18.
This subject reminded me of one important factor that must be fixed if we are going to win this war.
THE MAJORITY OF BLACK FEMALES MUST STOP WITH THE BULLSHIT WISHIWASHINESS ABOUT "LOVE" AND "ROMANCE" OUT OF YOUR MINDS!!!
There is no time for "love" and "romance" which are two concepts that came out of "Europe" during the renaissance
From eight years old, I believed that there was going to be a "Race" war. I later realized as a teenager that it had already started 1000's of years ago. Read The Destruction Of Black Civilization by Chancellor Williams. One major factor as to why huge numbers of the "Black" collective still doesn't realize this today is because our first teachers (our so-called "mothers") were/are not aware of this, and many have taken extreme measures to deny propositions to become more aware of this fact.
When I was small I imagined that by now there would no longer be a system of White Supremacy. I imagined that the "Non-white" people of the planet would have banded together and overtook our oppressors. WE ARE STILL OPPRESSED!
I also imagined that I'd be a catalyst in such a movement. I thought all I needed was a "Black" female. I heard the concept early on that behind every great "man", is a great "woman". I suspect this is a term that was invented by a "White" women.
I was brought up as a revolutionary from the cradle. I was taught that the "Black" female is my "queen". She is to be held high with the utmost respect. I was taught that it is my duty to protect her at all costs. As an F.O.I. I was taught to "Kill Concrete" to defend her.
The problem with that kind of thinking was she herself (at least the majority of them) wasn't taught to have courtesy for a "Black" male who possessed that kind of thinking. Far too many of them have been trained to believe the "Black" male is to be manipulated in order to keep him under control, otherwise she would be under his, if she feared him. I have yet to see a "Black" female who is afraid of the "Black" male. I've seen it on TV and in the movies but that's pretending.
As I searched for her in so-called elementary school, in my so-called neighborhood, every where I went, if I thought I found her and let it be known I liked her, she'd mistreat me with deception. And appear to get pleasure from it.
Her competitive, and aggressive manner towards me made me wonder if it is even possible for such a female to exist? But, I've seen her in images of Angela Davis, Ericka Huggins, Elaine Brown, Fanny Lou Hamer, Ida B Wells, etc.
Punishing a "Black" male using self-defense against a violent "Black" female is to be expected and is in co-operation with White Supremacy in my opinion.
I don't advocate using offensive violence against anyone for any reason. Many "Black" females indirectly co-operate with White Supremacy, by allowing themselves to fall into the trap of mistreating "Black" males, only to temporarily satisfy their fear of male domination.
What I mean is that many of them have been convinced that they must compete with the "Black"
male as though he is attempting to dominate and/or subjugate them on a male vs female basis. They copy a pattern of dealing with "Black" males in what appears to them to be the same way that "White" women compete with "White" men.
However, the key factor missing is the "White" man has actual power. The "Black" male has perceived "power". Which the "Black" female decides to give him and the same can be said for "Black" males who give perceived "power" to the "Black" female. But the problem remains more on the part of the "Black" female, because their is more of them than "Black" males. Far too many of them spend a great deal of time verbally and mentally abusing the "Black" male. She also appears to be the cause of conflict between many "Black" males.
I see this, and experienced it almost daily with my attempted wife. I do not agree that a "Black" male, or "Black" female should be the aggressor against anyone, however they should fight like hell against anyone who fights with them.
The logic says the objective in a fight is to do enough to your opponent to get them to stop fighting you. Although that is the logic, I've only followed it once with her. In that situation the "Black" female threatened me with violence.
I threatened her with counter-violence (self-defense). She then threatened to bring her brother in to use violence against me, if I used the counter-violence against her.
When I threatened to use counter-violence against him as well, she grabbed an aluminum broom and hit me with it. The handle broke on my arm when I blocked the hit, but, I got a cut across my hand. When I saw the blood dripping from my hand, I got upset, picked up the part that broke off and hit her in the leg with it. Some people heard the commotion and called the enforcement officials (E.O.).
In a lot of cases (not mine, but, I have observed it on two occasions with other "black" males, and others have told me ) it has been the "Black" female that has made the call to the after she's been the aggressor in the situation.
Anyway, the "White" female E.O. took the "Black" female into another room, while the "White" male E.O. stood with me. I showed him my injury. He asked his partner if she saw a bruise. She saw an old bruise on her leg and told the partner to arrest me. The "Black" female acquired it in a fight from a previous attempted marriage with another "Black" male. It happened before I came along. The "Black" female was so mad that she let them believe that it was a fresh bruise. My cut was fresh still with blood dripping from it as they placed me in handcuffs and took me to greater confinement!
The "Black" female admittedly felt guilty about the whole thing and bailed me out. She asked my forgiveness and committed her self to counseling. I forgave her because she acted that way because she is a Victim of Racism. It is not her fault. It is the fault of the Racists (White Supremacists). I know they developed methods to keep us divided (problem was she didn't care to learn that). I continued to stay with her for 11 more years of conflict. In the end it was brutal. I had to invoke my warriors (Eleggua,Ogun, and Ochosi) to help me break loose from it.
This subject reminded me of one important factor that must be fixed if we are going to win this war.
THE MAJORITY OF BLACK FEMALES MUST STOP WITH THE BULLSHIT WISHIWASHINESS ABOUT "LOVE" AND "ROMANCE" OUT OF YOUR MINDS!!!
There is no time for "love" and "romance" which are two concepts that came out of "Europe" during the renaissance
From eight years old, I believed that there was going to be a "Race" war. I later realized as a teenager that it had already started 1000's of years ago. Read The Destruction Of Black Civilization by Chancellor Williams. One major factor as to why huge numbers of the "Black" collective still doesn't realize this today is because our first teachers (our so-called "mothers") were/are not aware of this, and many have taken extreme measures to deny propositions to become more aware of this fact.
When I was small I imagined that by now there would no longer be a system of White Supremacy. I imagined that the "Non-white" people of the planet would have banded together and overtook our oppressors. WE ARE STILL OPPRESSED!
I also imagined that I'd be a catalyst in such a movement. I thought all I needed was a "Black" female. I heard the concept early on that behind every great "man", is a great "woman". I suspect this is a term that was invented by a "White" women.
I was brought up as a revolutionary from the cradle. I was taught that the "Black" female is my "queen". She is to be held high with the utmost respect. I was taught that it is my duty to protect her at all costs. As an F.O.I. I was taught to "Kill Concrete" to defend her.
The problem with that kind of thinking was she herself (at least the majority of them) wasn't taught to have courtesy for a "Black" male who possessed that kind of thinking. Far too many of them have been trained to believe the "Black" male is to be manipulated in order to keep him under control, otherwise she would be under his, if she feared him. I have yet to see a "Black" female who is afraid of the "Black" male. I've seen it on TV and in the movies but that's pretending.
As I searched for her in so-called elementary school, in my so-called neighborhood, every where I went, if I thought I found her and let it be known I liked her, she'd mistreat me with deception. And appear to get pleasure from it.
Her competitive, and aggressive manner towards me made me wonder if it is even possible for such a female to exist? But, I've seen her in images of Angela Davis, Ericka Huggins, Elaine Brown, Fanny Lou Hamer, Ida B Wells, etc.
Punishing a "Black" male using self-defense against a violent "Black" female is to be expected and is in co-operation with White Supremacy in my opinion.
I don't advocate using offensive violence against anyone for any reason. Many "Black" females indirectly co-operate with White Supremacy, by allowing themselves to fall into the trap of mistreating "Black" males, only to temporarily satisfy their fear of male domination.
What I mean is that many of them have been convinced that they must compete with the "Black"
male as though he is attempting to dominate and/or subjugate them on a male vs female basis. They copy a pattern of dealing with "Black" males in what appears to them to be the same way that "White" women compete with "White" men.
However, the key factor missing is the "White" man has actual power. The "Black" male has perceived "power". Which the "Black" female decides to give him and the same can be said for "Black" males who give perceived "power" to the "Black" female. But the problem remains more on the part of the "Black" female, because their is more of them than "Black" males. Far too many of them spend a great deal of time verbally and mentally abusing the "Black" male. She also appears to be the cause of conflict between many "Black" males.
I see this, and experienced it almost daily with my attempted wife. I do not agree that a "Black" male, or "Black" female should be the aggressor against anyone, however they should fight like hell against anyone who fights with them.
The logic says the objective in a fight is to do enough to your opponent to get them to stop fighting you. Although that is the logic, I've only followed it once with her. In that situation the "Black" female threatened me with violence.
I threatened her with counter-violence (self-defense). She then threatened to bring her brother in to use violence against me, if I used the counter-violence against her.
When I threatened to use counter-violence against him as well, she grabbed an aluminum broom and hit me with it. The handle broke on my arm when I blocked the hit, but, I got a cut across my hand. When I saw the blood dripping from my hand, I got upset, picked up the part that broke off and hit her in the leg with it. Some people heard the commotion and called the enforcement officials (E.O.).
In a lot of cases (not mine, but, I have observed it on two occasions with other "black" males, and others have told me ) it has been the "Black" female that has made the call to the after she's been the aggressor in the situation.
Anyway, the "White" female E.O. took the "Black" female into another room, while the "White" male E.O. stood with me. I showed him my injury. He asked his partner if she saw a bruise. She saw an old bruise on her leg and told the partner to arrest me. The "Black" female acquired it in a fight from a previous attempted marriage with another "Black" male. It happened before I came along. The "Black" female was so mad that she let them believe that it was a fresh bruise. My cut was fresh still with blood dripping from it as they placed me in handcuffs and took me to greater confinement!
The "Black" female admittedly felt guilty about the whole thing and bailed me out. She asked my forgiveness and committed her self to counseling. I forgave her because she acted that way because she is a Victim of Racism. It is not her fault. It is the fault of the Racists (White Supremacists). I know they developed methods to keep us divided (problem was she didn't care to learn that). I continued to stay with her for 11 more years of conflict. In the end it was brutal. I had to invoke my warriors (Eleggua,Ogun, and Ochosi) to help me break loose from it.
Monday, December 20, 2021
Are You A Victim Of Racism (White Supremacy)?
If you are a "Non-white" person in a system of Racism (White Supremacy) I say that you are because I am. Ultimately it is for you to decide. It would be a contradiction for me to force you to believe that, because I agree with that part of The United Independent Compensatory Code (U.I.C.C.S.C.) called Victims Guaranteed Qualifications.
3rd Question
How many "Jews" do you see telling people they are not and / or were not victims of Hitler and the "Nazis"?
Huge numbers of "White" people who claim to be "Jews" will not hesitate to tell you about the holocaust (as if you didn't know about it). And these days children know about it before they learn how to spell holocaust. The system is so saturated with the idea that they are victims from their applying it to themselves for so long that whenever you hear or see the word holocaust you automatically think of the "Jewish" Holocaust. Taking it further you cannot mention the word "Jew" without thinking about it. They've embraced the word victim and damn near melded the idea into their behavior. We should do the same. you want reparations? this is the way that leads to them. Look at the article from psycom.net "Can Trauma Be Passed Down From One Generation To The Next?"
4th Question
Could the whole idea of "playing the victim" be a concept that came from Racist suspects who try to confuse their victims about what Racism (White Supremacy) is and how it works?
Absolutely! I remember in the 1990's whenever a "Non-white" person pointed out their mistreatment Racist suspects would accuse them of "pulling the 'race' card" to embarrass and / or make their victims feel guilty for mentioning their own mistreatment. This is because whenever you speak of it they have been trained to stop such conversations from continuing. I am still learning how but I know that it has to do with behaviors shaped by centuries old laws called "Slave" codes and / or "Black" codes. Such codes made it illegal for "Black" people and "White" people to think, speak, and / or act against the mistreatment of "Black" people. Huge numbers of us have been trained (passed down from generation to generation) to believe that having such discussions in public will cause people to think negative of us and makes some of us feel guilty, embarrassed, and angry.
These days the Racists have attached the old stereotypical ideas of laziness and deception to your being a victim to send the false message that you have the ability to help yourself solve your own problems but would rather con them out of their money instead of "bootstrapping" your problems on your own. The term "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" must be centuries old because most people don't wear boots with straps anymore, correct? They capitalize on your ignorance because you "drink the kool-laid" and it hurts your feelings.
And then in the "streets" some of us have developed the mentality of not being a victim from the "hustling game". Many of us were taught a victim is a "mark", a "trick", to be used and abused.
And then we have that sore loser mentality of admitting defeat and that's what it is. But the truth is that you and I today did not lose. Our ancestors lost. We are prisoners of War. The whole planet is held captive under the incorrect government of Racism (White Supremacy). Each generation is a new potential army of V.O.R.s. But the issue is that we need an Effective Number.
I know that's a huge and hard (made for an elephant sized pill to swallow), but it is the cold hard truth. Just look at the evidence. This War is not over though. Best of all we can win it but it starts with seeing that you (the "Non-white" person) are in fact a Victim of Racism (White Supremacy).
The Racist deception is working on you 24/7 and in order to fight back you have to be working against it 24/7.
There was a time when the "Black" street hustlers of the 1940's and 50's saw "Black" people collectively as the "tricks" and / or victims of the "White" man's game of deception and violence.
Wealthy "White" men would come to the "Black" sections of town looking to have sexual intercourse with "Black" females and the hustlers started making them pay for it. They called this "reversing the game on Whitey". They also called him "The man". Now any "White" males that paid were called "tricks", because they were willing to pay money for something that was supposed to be free. Sound familiar? They called it "reversing the game" instead of THE GAME, because they recognized that the masters of the game sold them everything (including stuff that was supposed to be free. LAND for example)! But you know we have been in "poverty" for a long time
The Racist Propaganda says
"You niggers don't need no help! The harm that was done to your ancestors was a long time ago. Get over it and pull yourself up by your own bootstraps!"
5th Question
Would you claim NOT to be a victim of Racism (White Supremacy) if you knew the details of what was done and continues to be done to you on a daily basis?
Not me. I have learned far too much about what Racism (White Supremacy) is and how it works to go into denial about it. I am still learning.
For proving that "Non-white" people on this rock have been victimized collectively by Racism (White Supremacy) there is a huge mass of historical evidence that dates back at least 2000 years but, lets keep it simple and start with what the Historical Overview points 6 to 9 in the United Nations- Working Group of Experts for People Of African Descent's August 2016 report says:
A. Historical overview
Now from a "codified" perspective I can see how this report promotes some confusion about what Racism (White Supremacy) is and how it works, so for those of you who recognize Racist Code, please excuse me for leaving this raw. This is about educating the unlearned on how "Black" people collectively are Victims of Racism (White Supremacy). They can learn Racist code later.
During that period while crafting the US Constitution the slave owning founders of the "United States" didn't want to appear to be hypocrites when they wrote "We believe that it is self evident that all men are created equal" so they worked around it by stating that a "Black" person was equal to 3/5ths of a "White" man. How does that work mathematically? lets see, one "Black" person is 3/5ths, so two "Black" people are one and one fifth "equal" to a "White" person? Apparently this helped them with the voting process because the slave owner with the most slaves had the most voting power. That's another story.
The "codified" aka "The Counter Racist Family" (Mr. Fuller's term) aka "The Codified Family" (SYnQ's term) prefers the acronym "VGQ". But then again you'd have to know that you're a Victim of Racism (White Supremacy) to agree with it.
Now, please allow me to bring a few points up for one to consider whether one is a victim or not. Let's get right down to the bottom line. The way that we do it in the "Codified" Family is to ask questions. One cannot accurately say that one is for or against the subject without investigation.
1st Question
What is a victim?
2nd Question
What is a Victim of Racism (White Supremacy)?
Answer: A Victim of Racism (White Supremacy) is a "Non-white" person mistreated on the basis of skin color.
or to make it stick better (for those who are confused about what kind of mistreatment is in question here) let's try to form a refined compensatory definition from the one above. Watch carefully because this is how code is made......
Victim of Racism (White Supremacy) 1. a "Non-white" person that is made to suffer from, harmed, and / or killed, by one or more Racists (White Supremacists). 2. a "Non-white" person who is mistreated by use of deception and / or violence.
Now, please allow me to bring a few points up for one to consider whether one is a victim or not. Let's get right down to the bottom line. The way that we do it in the "Codified" Family is to ask questions. One cannot accurately say that one is for or against the subject without investigation.
1st Question
What is a victim?
American Heritage Children's Dictionary states on page 791 |
2nd Question
What is a Victim of Racism (White Supremacy)?
Answer: A Victim of Racism (White Supremacy) is a "Non-white" person mistreated on the basis of skin color.
or to make it stick better (for those who are confused about what kind of mistreatment is in question here) let's try to form a refined compensatory definition from the one above. Watch carefully because this is how code is made......
Victim of Racism (White Supremacy) 1. a "Non-white" person that is made to suffer from, harmed, and / or killed, by one or more Racists (White Supremacists). 2. a "Non-white" person who is mistreated by use of deception and / or violence.
I sense that some of you are so brain-trashed by Racist Propaganda that you are saying "Who does this nigger think he is that he can just make up definitions? You are the kind who thinks words and their definitions are exclusively made by "experts" who are no doubt classified as "White".
Well look a here. In order for us to replace a system of injustice with a system of justice, we must recognize the power of words. The Racists (White Supremacists) who established this system recognized it and taught their descendants that power centuries ago. It's time their victims learned it too. Oops, if you are one that is.
Lets use it in a sentence, shall we?
You are victim of white supremacy because you have been tricked into believing that somehow you will get justice because Joe Biden is president and Kamala Harris is vice president.
Many of you still think that a "White" person's conservative or liberal beliefs in the area of politics will bring you justice. The result of this trick is you arguing with other victims over it. There is a long history of lies from both sides of the political spectrum, made to "Black" people.
3rd Question
How many "Jews" do you see telling people they are not and / or were not victims of Hitler and the "Nazis"?
Huge numbers of "White" people who claim to be "Jews" will not hesitate to tell you about the holocaust (as if you didn't know about it). And these days children know about it before they learn how to spell holocaust. The system is so saturated with the idea that they are victims from their applying it to themselves for so long that whenever you hear or see the word holocaust you automatically think of the "Jewish" Holocaust. Taking it further you cannot mention the word "Jew" without thinking about it. They've embraced the word victim and damn near melded the idea into their behavior. We should do the same. you want reparations? this is the way that leads to them. Look at the article from psycom.net "Can Trauma Be Passed Down From One Generation To The Next?"
4th Question
Could the whole idea of "playing the victim" be a concept that came from Racist suspects who try to confuse their victims about what Racism (White Supremacy) is and how it works?
Absolutely! I remember in the 1990's whenever a "Non-white" person pointed out their mistreatment Racist suspects would accuse them of "pulling the 'race' card" to embarrass and / or make their victims feel guilty for mentioning their own mistreatment. This is because whenever you speak of it they have been trained to stop such conversations from continuing. I am still learning how but I know that it has to do with behaviors shaped by centuries old laws called "Slave" codes and / or "Black" codes. Such codes made it illegal for "Black" people and "White" people to think, speak, and / or act against the mistreatment of "Black" people. Huge numbers of us have been trained (passed down from generation to generation) to believe that having such discussions in public will cause people to think negative of us and makes some of us feel guilty, embarrassed, and angry.
These days the Racists have attached the old stereotypical ideas of laziness and deception to your being a victim to send the false message that you have the ability to help yourself solve your own problems but would rather con them out of their money instead of "bootstrapping" your problems on your own. The term "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" must be centuries old because most people don't wear boots with straps anymore, correct? They capitalize on your ignorance because you "drink the kool-laid" and it hurts your feelings.
And then in the "streets" some of us have developed the mentality of not being a victim from the "hustling game". Many of us were taught a victim is a "mark", a "trick", to be used and abused.
As we grew up in urban habitats where it was a violation of the hustler/player code to be "tricked", a person with the tricking mindset was viewed as doing it for survival, we developed a negative view of being a victim. In truth the Racists (White Supremacists) victimize us for what Dr. Francis Cress Welsing calls White Genetic survival.
I remember in my early days of high school at Berkeley High in Berkeley, CA, some of the brothers calling me a "victim of society" and laughing at me. I wasn't hip to the street game at the time so I didn't get any respect from them.
Anyone with knowledge of the game will tell you that if your enemies smelled weakness (being nice), they would set you up. So we taught ourselves to show no signs of weakness (kindness). This is also mentioned in The Art Of War by Sun Zhu. A book that was written before the system of Racism (White Supremacy) existed I suspect. Huge numbers of Racists (White Supremacists) have since mastered and refined the art of war. Napoleon Bonaparte was one of them. Some of what Sun Zhu wrote is obsolete.
I remember in my early days of high school at Berkeley High in Berkeley, CA, some of the brothers calling me a "victim of society" and laughing at me. I wasn't hip to the street game at the time so I didn't get any respect from them.
Anyone with knowledge of the game will tell you that if your enemies smelled weakness (being nice), they would set you up. So we taught ourselves to show no signs of weakness (kindness). This is also mentioned in The Art Of War by Sun Zhu. A book that was written before the system of Racism (White Supremacy) existed I suspect. Huge numbers of Racists (White Supremacists) have since mastered and refined the art of war. Napoleon Bonaparte was one of them. Some of what Sun Zhu wrote is obsolete.
And then we have that sore loser mentality of admitting defeat and that's what it is. But the truth is that you and I today did not lose. Our ancestors lost. We are prisoners of War. The whole planet is held captive under the incorrect government of Racism (White Supremacy). Each generation is a new potential army of V.O.R.s. But the issue is that we need an Effective Number.
I know that's a huge and hard (made for an elephant sized pill to swallow), but it is the cold hard truth. Just look at the evidence. This War is not over though. Best of all we can win it but it starts with seeing that you (the "Non-white" person) are in fact a Victim of Racism (White Supremacy).
The Racist deception is working on you 24/7 and in order to fight back you have to be working against it 24/7.
There was a time when the "Black" street hustlers of the 1940's and 50's saw "Black" people collectively as the "tricks" and / or victims of the "White" man's game of deception and violence.
Wealthy "White" men would come to the "Black" sections of town looking to have sexual intercourse with "Black" females and the hustlers started making them pay for it. They called this "reversing the game on Whitey". They also called him "The man". Now any "White" males that paid were called "tricks", because they were willing to pay money for something that was supposed to be free. Sound familiar? They called it "reversing the game" instead of THE GAME, because they recognized that the masters of the game sold them everything (including stuff that was supposed to be free. LAND for example)! But you know we have been in "poverty" for a long time
The Racist Propaganda says
"You niggers don't need no help! The harm that was done to your ancestors was a long time ago. Get over it and pull yourself up by your own bootstraps!"
5th Question
Would you claim NOT to be a victim of Racism (White Supremacy) if you knew the details of what was done and continues to be done to you on a daily basis?
Not me. I have learned far too much about what Racism (White Supremacy) is and how it works to go into denial about it. I am still learning.
For proving that "Non-white" people on this rock have been victimized collectively by Racism (White Supremacy) there is a huge mass of historical evidence that dates back at least 2000 years but, lets keep it simple and start with what the Historical Overview points 6 to 9 in the United Nations- Working Group of Experts for People Of African Descent's August 2016 report says:
A. Historical overview
6. The history of people of African descent in the United States is well documented.
The first enslaved Africans were brought to the American colonies in the early part of the
seventeenth century. Slavery became an entrenched institution, with Africans making up
one fifth of the population of the American colonies by 1775. The issuance in 1863 of the
Emancipation Proclamation, which declared that all enslaved persons within the rebellious states were free, was followed by the Thirteenth Amendment to the Constitution of the
United States of America, which outlawed the practice of enslavement, the Fourteenth
Amendment to the Constitution, in 1868, granting full United States citizenship to all
persons born or naturalized in the United States, including African Americans, and the
Fifteenth Amendment to the Constitution, in 1870, prohibiting denial of the right to vote on
the basis of race.
7. Despite these legal and constitutional developments, the prevalence of Jim Crow
laws at the state and local levels that enforced racial segregation and persecution,
primarily in the southern states perpetuated political disenfranchisement, social and
economic exploitation, violence and the overall subjugation of people of African descent
until the 1960s. Lynching was a form of racial terrorism that has contributed to a legacy of
racial inequality that the United States must address. Thousands of people of African
descent were killed in violent public acts of racial control and domination and the
perpetrators were never held accountable.
8. The civil rights movement from 1954 to 1968 was another important era in the
struggle for rights by people of African descent in the country. The Montgomery bus
boycott, the Selma to Montgomery marches, and many non-violent protests and acts of civil
disobedience throughout the country led to further legislative developments, including but
not limited to the Civil Rights Act of 1964, which prohibited, among other things,
discrimination based on race or colour; the Voting Rights Act of 1965, which sought to
overcome the legal barriers to the exercise of voting rights by African Americans; and the
Fair Housing Act of 1968, which prohibited discrimination in the purchase or renting of
property.
9. The 2010 United States census indicated that there were 43.21 million African
Americans, constituting 14 per cent of the United States population. The July 2015
estimates indicated that there were 46.28 million African Americans, constituting 14.4 per
cent of the United States population. Despite substantial changes since the end of the
enforcement of Jim Crow and the fight for civil rights, a systemic ideology of racism
ensuring the domination of one group over another continues to impact negatively on the
civil, political, economic, social and cultural rights of African Americans today.
Now from a "codified" perspective I can see how this report promotes some confusion about what Racism (White Supremacy) is and how it works, so for those of you who recognize Racist Code, please excuse me for leaving this raw. This is about educating the unlearned on how "Black" people collectively are Victims of Racism (White Supremacy). They can learn Racist code later.
During that period while crafting the US Constitution the slave owning founders of the "United States" didn't want to appear to be hypocrites when they wrote "We believe that it is self evident that all men are created equal" so they worked around it by stating that a "Black" person was equal to 3/5ths of a "White" man. How does that work mathematically? lets see, one "Black" person is 3/5ths, so two "Black" people are one and one fifth "equal" to a "White" person? Apparently this helped them with the voting process because the slave owner with the most slaves had the most voting power. That's another story.
Thursday, September 10, 2020
Black Self Love
Often times when we speak of "Black" Self Love or "Black" knowledge of self, we are thinking of ourselves in relationship to "Black" people collectively and not as individuals.
Ways that we'd like to behave as individuals are discouraged by the Racists (White Supremacists) because such ways do not fit into the highly promoted deceptive image of what is collectively called "Black". Any one "Black" person who contributes to the world and/or stands out as an individual is said to have done so out of being a "genius" and a "credit to "Black' people.
And huge numbers of individuals among us attempt to ride off that credit by shouting out some historical facts about what one or more other "Black" individuals have done as if they did it too.
"We built the pyramids"
If you were a "Black" youth growing up in the seventies you will remember when "White" people were saying and expecting all "Black" people to be great at sex, have rhythm, and play sports extremely well. Back then it was considered a stereotype. Today, I hear lots of "Black" people embracing and promoting these stereotypes as though they are facts!
Well at four years old, I didn't want to be apart of those stereotypes because of what I heard my dad and his "revolutionary"friends talking about what "the man" aka "charlie" expected us to do. I wanted to be the opposite. Except the sex part. I witnessed sexual intercourse at an early age and so did the other "Black" children I knew. The 1970's was considered the sexual revolution for "White" people and it was going on everywhere in the Bay Area. Google Haight Ashberry and Berkeley CA.
When my "Black" friends (especially the females) wanted to dance to love songs, I refused to do it. Dancing just was not fun to me. I remember doing the bump one time with my mom and dad because it was fun. But the other stuff? forget about it! I did used to grab a pencil and stand up on the table and sing "Let's Get It On". I just stood there though.
When my friends wanted to play sports, I refused to play sports because THAT's what all of the "Black"males were expected to do. I would rather watch TV, and act out what I saw them doing on TV.
That made me lose friends quickly because those things were boring to them. By the time I started feeling lonely and wanted friends it was too late. I had no coordination for sports and no rhythm to dance. I was a nerd. Sometimes I played with other "Black" kids who were nerds but their parents (like mine) saw the importance of knowledge and they stayed far away in other parts of the bay. Recognizing the importance of knowledge is essentially what a nerd is.
Today huge numbers of us use those stereotypes to make ourselves "FEEL good" when we talk about it. Many of us love to blow smoke up our own asses, instead of facing the reality, so that we can change that reality. The victims who don't want to be known for or seen as someone who values knowledge in the areas of Economics, Education, Labor, Law, Politics, and War, lack the confidence it takes to solve problems in these areas because they've been indirectly discouraged from those areas but have plenty of knowledge in the areas of Entertainment and Sex.
Sports, dancing, and providing sexual pleasure were traits inherited while being victims of white supremacy. The Racists (White Supremacists) are the spectators. They are displeased when huge numbers of us start thinking with logic.
While so-called "White" people and "Yellow" people boast about (using their minds) getting straight A's in S.T.E.M. courses.
Huge numbers of "Black" people boast about (using their bodies) their own egos with FEEL good words.
"Black" males say "Yeah, 'White' people and 'Asians' (whatever that means) have pencil d**ks compared to us!"
"White" people have no rhythm. They can't dance like we do."
"White" people can't outdo us in sports."
TRUTH: Not all "Black" males have large penises and it's time we stopped promoting that Racist (White Supremacist) lie. I've been told that I have a medium sized penis. I was also told that it's how I move it during sexual intercourse that makes the difference. Not size. More on that in another post.
TRUTH: The logic dictates that the main purpose of sexual intercourse is reproduction. Sexual pleasure comes (oops, pun?) second. So if size matters, it's a matter of opinion.
There's others.
"Black" people are poor.
"Black" people are ignorant.
"Black" people are lazy.
"Black" people are criminals.
"Black" people are rapists
"Black" people are killers
"Black" people are (whatever you don't like about people).
And it's all the "Black" male's fault.
They all center around being "Black".
Anyway, the first time I realized that being "Black" was a problem for some "White" people came when I moved to a "White" neighborhood in Richmond, CA. It was 1973. The "White" kids who stayed across the street from me were the only boys on my block. And they are brothers.
One of them (Josh) was 25 days younger than me (that meant a lot to me at five years old). I felt that made me older than him and thus more confident than him. That confidence kept Josh from controlling me. He tried to be the "Alpha" male with me once and got his ass whooped.
We played together happily for years.
Until one day, Josh and Aaron asked me if I knew WHY I was "Black" (we were six or seven years old). It was something that didn't cross my mind before (and it was the first time that I remember being mistreated by a "White" person on the basis of my skin color).
Me: "No, I don't know why, do you? (in a smart alicky way)"
Josh: "You're Black because you are cursed."
Aaron: "Yeah"
Me: "No, I am not."
Josh: "Yes, you are, it's in the bible. ( I believed everything in the bible to be true and anyone who said anything was in the bible without challenge at the time)" Plus I had believed that Josh and Aaron were God's chosen people, so who would know better than them?
Me: (speechless)
Josh: "See (grabbing my hand) look at the inside of your hand. See how its White like our skin?"
Me: "Yeah"
Josh: "That's because your people used to be White like us, but God cursed you, and his curse made you Black."
Me: (Still speechless and ready to cry). I felt real small and much younger than Josh from that day on. I guess I went to a "sunken place". (See the movie "Get Out".) My confidence was low whenever I was around him until the day my dad whooped his dad's ass in their living room. (I wrote a script about it and will make a short movie about that one).
I did not want to be cursed (which meant "Black") and I wondered why Jesus (my thoughts then, not now!) cursed me when I had done nothing to him but love him. My mama made me pray to Jesus every night and my babysitter, Mama Harris, taught me to love Jesus.
Mama Harris had me stand up in front of her church every Sunday and read speeches that she would have me rehearse in front of the mirror at her house throughout the week until Sunday.
It was like all of a sudden now I understood why our house had been burglarized by "Black" people. When we stayed in Oakland, I remembered being abused by a "Black" female who whooped me for over filling my diapers with doodoo. I had left a trail of it on the floor because it had rolled down my my pants leg. She made me pick it up, then beat me. I was three years old. She left bruises all over my body.
I also remember her forcing another "Black" child to eat a whole can of Libby peaches and that child vomited them all over the table. It was a terrifying place for a three year old.
Just like most "Black" people, my folks decided to handle the matter themselves.
Taking me back there and saying "Point her out to us."
I did.
There was hollering and screaming. My folks changed day cares.
Come to find out, my mom was paying "Mahdear" to take care of me and she had her teen-aged daughter doing it instead. My folks just changed day cares. My soul had already been injured, there was no way to heal that.
So when Josh said "Black" people were cursed, all of the terrible things that happened to me before and after him, I attributed it to being cursed. I also attributed the results of White Supremacy before I knew the terms Racism and White Supremacy to "Black" people being cursed.
Mama Harris and her husband Rev. Harris ran a church and a daycare at 2223 Ninth st in Berkeley, California. First Baptist Church. They came from "Arkansas", which was in "The Bible Belt".
She would say "Kemp is a special boy, he's going to be like Dr. King someday!"
Mama Harris had three pictures on her wall. Jesus, J.F.K., and M.L.K.jr
This particular Sunday I was not feeling Jesus and while I was reciting my speech to the congregation, I looked around at the stained glass windows and then up above the door was the familiar picture of Jesus sitting at the last supper. For the first time I noticed that he was "White"and I remembered hearing once being told that "God was many colors". I was confused. Totally confused.
Those of us who can dance and play sports well, do so because of practice. They started off as children dancing and sporting over and over again. This gave them confidence in this area of people activity known as entertainment. So huge numbers of "Black" people are told this is what "Black" people do well naturally and those who believe it make it appear to be true.
But if you are a "Black" person and it's not true for you what do you do?
When I fell for the bullshit (in my teen-aged years) and decided I wanted to attract females. A soon as I found out they still liked dancing and athletes. I tried to be that way.
When I wanted friends and decided to dance to impress them and was laughed at by "Non-white" and "White" people did I FEEL inadequate?
Or somehow less "Blacker"?
Hell yes I did.
It was ditto for me and sports.
Please understand that your racial classification aka "Blackness" does not define you! You are a one of a kind soul. There was never anyone in this universe like you and there will never be anyone like you after your dead! If you can't SEE that, then you are blind. Blinded by the fog of deception that the system of Racism (White Supremacy) has you lost in. The deception lies in the words that they gave us to think with! WE THINK with THEIR words and apply THEIR definitions to THEIR words.
If you define yourself with THEIR words and THEY THINK less of you, what makes YOU THINK that using THEIR words and THEIR definitions will make you better?
The only way to eliminate deception is to use truth.
The Racist Deception is that THEY are "White" and that YOU are "Black". They took two real colors that represent the positive and negative sides of the same energy (aka "Ashe" aka "Chi" aka "Ki") and pulled the double whammy on us by applying the positive color to themselves and the negative color to us. Then they taught us that "negative" means "evil" and that positive means "good".
"Naw, SYN-Q, the truth is that black means positive and white means negative."
It does not matter which one you make positive and which one you make negative as long as you recognize they are different and their purpose.
Positive and negative cannot exist without each other. Following the logic will tell you this.
Sometimes you wear black to absorb energy and other times you wear white to deflect it.
In truth it depends on what you are trying to do when you manipulate energy with these colors to solve your problems.
"Aw, SYN-Q, here you go with that 'I aint Black shit'" yeah well YOU'RE NOT!
I am talking about the actual colors of black and white. Not skin colors.
Some of you are going to call me a "sell out", a "coon", an "Uncle Tom"for telling you that you are not actually "Black".
But I challenge you to take the REAL BLACK test and if you can prove to me that your skin is actually "Black" I will give you $1000.00. We have to meet face to face and you must be willing to take the test on camera. You skin must blend in with the black cloth and/or ribbon that I will lay on your skin in a very well lit setting.
Never the less as long as the Racists (White Supremacists) place a value on being "White" and a limited value on being "Non-white", YOU will be classified as "Black". It's that those who choose to mistreat us look at us and get a tremendous EGO boost out of mistreating us because they can. Dishing out the mistreatment is the privilege of being classified as "White".
I cannot begin to tell you how much of a "save the world" mentality I have right now.And the high stress level it puts me in. It's as though I keep thinking that I am here to save the world but this world does not want to be saved. I keep wanting to be a savior to the world but to "Black" people first.
I am talking to you about some of the impediments to having a true love for self. Love for the real you. The you that you are when nobody else is around. The YOU that you are if you never saw yourself in a mirror and nobody told YOU, YOU were "Black" You. Your soul aka essence aka "life" force. That energy that pumps blood from your heart throughout your body YOU.
If you have not met this real YOU yet. Here's how you do it. Find someplace where you can be all alone and strip naked. Sit down and listen to your own thoughts for 15 min.
Ways that we'd like to behave as individuals are discouraged by the Racists (White Supremacists) because such ways do not fit into the highly promoted deceptive image of what is collectively called "Black". Any one "Black" person who contributes to the world and/or stands out as an individual is said to have done so out of being a "genius" and a "credit to "Black' people.
And huge numbers of individuals among us attempt to ride off that credit by shouting out some historical facts about what one or more other "Black" individuals have done as if they did it too.
"We built the pyramids"
If you were a "Black" youth growing up in the seventies you will remember when "White" people were saying and expecting all "Black" people to be great at sex, have rhythm, and play sports extremely well. Back then it was considered a stereotype. Today, I hear lots of "Black" people embracing and promoting these stereotypes as though they are facts!
Well at four years old, I didn't want to be apart of those stereotypes because of what I heard my dad and his "revolutionary"friends talking about what "the man" aka "charlie" expected us to do. I wanted to be the opposite. Except the sex part. I witnessed sexual intercourse at an early age and so did the other "Black" children I knew. The 1970's was considered the sexual revolution for "White" people and it was going on everywhere in the Bay Area. Google Haight Ashberry and Berkeley CA.
When my "Black" friends (especially the females) wanted to dance to love songs, I refused to do it. Dancing just was not fun to me. I remember doing the bump one time with my mom and dad because it was fun. But the other stuff? forget about it! I did used to grab a pencil and stand up on the table and sing "Let's Get It On". I just stood there though.
When my friends wanted to play sports, I refused to play sports because THAT's what all of the "Black"males were expected to do. I would rather watch TV, and act out what I saw them doing on TV.
That made me lose friends quickly because those things were boring to them. By the time I started feeling lonely and wanted friends it was too late. I had no coordination for sports and no rhythm to dance. I was a nerd. Sometimes I played with other "Black" kids who were nerds but their parents (like mine) saw the importance of knowledge and they stayed far away in other parts of the bay. Recognizing the importance of knowledge is essentially what a nerd is.
Today huge numbers of us use those stereotypes to make ourselves "FEEL good" when we talk about it. Many of us love to blow smoke up our own asses, instead of facing the reality, so that we can change that reality. The victims who don't want to be known for or seen as someone who values knowledge in the areas of Economics, Education, Labor, Law, Politics, and War, lack the confidence it takes to solve problems in these areas because they've been indirectly discouraged from those areas but have plenty of knowledge in the areas of Entertainment and Sex.
Sports, dancing, and providing sexual pleasure were traits inherited while being victims of white supremacy. The Racists (White Supremacists) are the spectators. They are displeased when huge numbers of us start thinking with logic.
While so-called "White" people and "Yellow" people boast about (using their minds) getting straight A's in S.T.E.M. courses.
Huge numbers of "Black" people boast about (using their bodies) their own egos with FEEL good words.
"Black" males say "Yeah, 'White' people and 'Asians' (whatever that means) have pencil d**ks compared to us!"
"White" people have no rhythm. They can't dance like we do."
"White" people can't outdo us in sports."
TRUTH: Not all "Black" males have large penises and it's time we stopped promoting that Racist (White Supremacist) lie. I've been told that I have a medium sized penis. I was also told that it's how I move it during sexual intercourse that makes the difference. Not size. More on that in another post.
TRUTH: The logic dictates that the main purpose of sexual intercourse is reproduction. Sexual pleasure comes (oops, pun?) second. So if size matters, it's a matter of opinion.
There's others.
"Black" people are poor.
"Black" people are ignorant.
"Black" people are lazy.
"Black" people are criminals.
"Black" people are rapists
"Black" people are killers
"Black" people are (whatever you don't like about people).
And it's all the "Black" male's fault.
They all center around being "Black".
Anyway, the first time I realized that being "Black" was a problem for some "White" people came when I moved to a "White" neighborhood in Richmond, CA. It was 1973. The "White" kids who stayed across the street from me were the only boys on my block. And they are brothers.
One of them (Josh) was 25 days younger than me (that meant a lot to me at five years old). I felt that made me older than him and thus more confident than him. That confidence kept Josh from controlling me. He tried to be the "Alpha" male with me once and got his ass whooped.
We played together happily for years.
Me, Josh, and Aaron 1978 or 79 |
Until one day, Josh and Aaron asked me if I knew WHY I was "Black" (we were six or seven years old). It was something that didn't cross my mind before (and it was the first time that I remember being mistreated by a "White" person on the basis of my skin color).
Me: "No, I don't know why, do you? (in a smart alicky way)"
Josh: "You're Black because you are cursed."
Aaron: "Yeah"
Me: "No, I am not."
Josh: "Yes, you are, it's in the bible. ( I believed everything in the bible to be true and anyone who said anything was in the bible without challenge at the time)" Plus I had believed that Josh and Aaron were God's chosen people, so who would know better than them?
Me: (speechless)
Josh: "See (grabbing my hand) look at the inside of your hand. See how its White like our skin?"
Me: "Yeah"
Josh: "That's because your people used to be White like us, but God cursed you, and his curse made you Black."
Me: (Still speechless and ready to cry). I felt real small and much younger than Josh from that day on. I guess I went to a "sunken place". (See the movie "Get Out".) My confidence was low whenever I was around him until the day my dad whooped his dad's ass in their living room. (I wrote a script about it and will make a short movie about that one).
I did not want to be cursed (which meant "Black") and I wondered why Jesus (my thoughts then, not now!) cursed me when I had done nothing to him but love him. My mama made me pray to Jesus every night and my babysitter, Mama Harris, taught me to love Jesus.
Mama Harris had me stand up in front of her church every Sunday and read speeches that she would have me rehearse in front of the mirror at her house throughout the week until Sunday.
It was like all of a sudden now I understood why our house had been burglarized by "Black" people. When we stayed in Oakland, I remembered being abused by a "Black" female who whooped me for over filling my diapers with doodoo. I had left a trail of it on the floor because it had rolled down my my pants leg. She made me pick it up, then beat me. I was three years old. She left bruises all over my body.
I also remember her forcing another "Black" child to eat a whole can of Libby peaches and that child vomited them all over the table. It was a terrifying place for a three year old.
Just like most "Black" people, my folks decided to handle the matter themselves.
Taking me back there and saying "Point her out to us."
I did.
There was hollering and screaming. My folks changed day cares.
Come to find out, my mom was paying "Mahdear" to take care of me and she had her teen-aged daughter doing it instead. My folks just changed day cares. My soul had already been injured, there was no way to heal that.
So when Josh said "Black" people were cursed, all of the terrible things that happened to me before and after him, I attributed it to being cursed. I also attributed the results of White Supremacy before I knew the terms Racism and White Supremacy to "Black" people being cursed.
Mama Harris and her husband Rev. Harris ran a church and a daycare at 2223 Ninth st in Berkeley, California. First Baptist Church. They came from "Arkansas", which was in "The Bible Belt".
She would say "Kemp is a special boy, he's going to be like Dr. King someday!"
Mama Harris had three pictures on her wall. Jesus, J.F.K., and M.L.K.jr
This particular Sunday I was not feeling Jesus and while I was reciting my speech to the congregation, I looked around at the stained glass windows and then up above the door was the familiar picture of Jesus sitting at the last supper. For the first time I noticed that he was "White"and I remembered hearing once being told that "God was many colors". I was confused. Totally confused.
Those of us who can dance and play sports well, do so because of practice. They started off as children dancing and sporting over and over again. This gave them confidence in this area of people activity known as entertainment. So huge numbers of "Black" people are told this is what "Black" people do well naturally and those who believe it make it appear to be true.
But if you are a "Black" person and it's not true for you what do you do?
When I fell for the bullshit (in my teen-aged years) and decided I wanted to attract females. A soon as I found out they still liked dancing and athletes. I tried to be that way.
When I wanted friends and decided to dance to impress them and was laughed at by "Non-white" and "White" people did I FEEL inadequate?
Or somehow less "Blacker"?
Hell yes I did.
It was ditto for me and sports.
Please understand that your racial classification aka "Blackness" does not define you! You are a one of a kind soul. There was never anyone in this universe like you and there will never be anyone like you after your dead! If you can't SEE that, then you are blind. Blinded by the fog of deception that the system of Racism (White Supremacy) has you lost in. The deception lies in the words that they gave us to think with! WE THINK with THEIR words and apply THEIR definitions to THEIR words.
If you define yourself with THEIR words and THEY THINK less of you, what makes YOU THINK that using THEIR words and THEIR definitions will make you better?
The only way to eliminate deception is to use truth.
The Racist Deception is that THEY are "White" and that YOU are "Black". They took two real colors that represent the positive and negative sides of the same energy (aka "Ashe" aka "Chi" aka "Ki") and pulled the double whammy on us by applying the positive color to themselves and the negative color to us. Then they taught us that "negative" means "evil" and that positive means "good".
"Naw, SYN-Q, the truth is that black means positive and white means negative."
It does not matter which one you make positive and which one you make negative as long as you recognize they are different and their purpose.
Positive and negative cannot exist without each other. Following the logic will tell you this.
"Aw, SYN-Q, here you go with that 'I aint Black shit'" yeah well YOU'RE NOT!
I am talking about the actual colors of black and white. Not skin colors.
Some of you are going to call me a "sell out", a "coon", an "Uncle Tom"for telling you that you are not actually "Black".
But I challenge you to take the REAL BLACK test and if you can prove to me that your skin is actually "Black" I will give you $1000.00. We have to meet face to face and you must be willing to take the test on camera. You skin must blend in with the black cloth and/or ribbon that I will lay on your skin in a very well lit setting.
Never the less as long as the Racists (White Supremacists) place a value on being "White" and a limited value on being "Non-white", YOU will be classified as "Black". It's that those who choose to mistreat us look at us and get a tremendous EGO boost out of mistreating us because they can. Dishing out the mistreatment is the privilege of being classified as "White".
I cannot begin to tell you how much of a "save the world" mentality I have right now.And the high stress level it puts me in. It's as though I keep thinking that I am here to save the world but this world does not want to be saved. I keep wanting to be a savior to the world but to "Black" people first.
I am talking to you about some of the impediments to having a true love for self. Love for the real you. The you that you are when nobody else is around. The YOU that you are if you never saw yourself in a mirror and nobody told YOU, YOU were "Black" You. Your soul aka essence aka "life" force. That energy that pumps blood from your heart throughout your body YOU.
If you have not met this real YOU yet. Here's how you do it. Find someplace where you can be all alone and strip naked. Sit down and listen to your own thoughts for 15 min.
Saturday, July 06, 2019
The Tragedy Of The "Black" Male (written sometime back in 2015)
Many of you aren't going to like what I am saying here, because the White Supremacists have used centuries of propaganda to discredit the "Black" male and conditioned your minds to believe that anytime someone points out any incorrect behavior coming from the "Black" female towards him, that she's always justified in doing so, because he had to have done something to her to deserve it.
This is not to bring any disrespect to the "Black" female. The "Black" female is just as much a Victim Of Racism as the "Black" male, yet she has the advantage in that she is a female. The system teaches most females to be smarter than the "Black" male. The "Black" queen is the second most powerful piece on the chess board, behind the most powerful "White" queen. What makes the "White" woman and the "Black" female more powerful? Their use of words. The "White" woman is a master at using words.
Not to take away any focus on the "Black" female being mistreated on the basis of color, we must see the reality that we spend too much time trying to cater to the "Black" female and don't give any attention to the "Black" male, when it comes to how we ("Black" folks) treat each other.
I suspect that the Racists (White Supremacists) started mis-educating the "Black" male earlier, than they do the "Black" female.
I am a "Black" male and I need attention too. I'm tired of putting her first, when she does not put me first. We are supposed to put each other first. People are always talking about sexism, when it comes to the mistreatment of the "Black" female, but, never about the male. Many of you are going to say that I am whining and that I need "to be a man" and "step up to the plate" and stop complaining. Why does the "Black" female get to complain about what the "Black" male isn't doing, but, I can't? Is that Justice? I am surrounded by "Black" females. I've attempted marriage two times with "Black" females and I am still in the second one (at the time of this writing, I have since separated/divorced her). I have two female offspring that I've attempted to be a father to. I have my "mother" whom I believe has done the best that she could do to be a mother to me in all areas, except one. She has never crossed over the line of "sisterhood" that I've seen "Black" females have with each other when it comes to teaching a "Black" male how to deal with them, until today.
Racist Propaganda tells the "Black" male that in order to consider himself a "Man", he must do work with his hands (roughneck / thug), instead of working with his mind ( nerd/ bougie/ uppity).
After, years of watching me get mistreated by the two "Black" females mentioned above, my "mom" finally admitted to the fact that she used her mouth against my "father" the majority of their attempted marriage. They argued so much that at age 7, I swore that I'd never get married. Yeah right, I really kept that promise.
The White Supremacists have taught huge numbers of "Black" males to use violence against other "Black" people, when they can no longer use words to defend themselves.
The White Supremacists have taught huge numbers of "Black" females to use words, instead. But more and more I am seeing "Black" females get physical. I was physically abused by this last one whom I was "married" to for 15 years. She would slap me, kick me, rip my clothes, knock things from my hands, all though while I am following the programming that says "Don't hit females." She took advantage of that numerous occasions.
They all do (indirectly most of the time) whatever they can to make my existence here, miserable, all the while I've done whatever they've asked me (within my ability) to do. Whenever she needs help, everyone (including me) comes to her aid. But, most of the time everyone looks at me as though they had to do my job with helping her because I fell short. When the "Black" male needs help, most people say "He's a man, he can help himself."
Because I am seen as a so-called "Man", I am supposed to automatically know how to do everything that the "White" man has the ability to do, but not get the respect that comes with it, because I lack the Racial Classification of "White". No one trusts what I say. I am required to go through extremes to prove what I've experienced. Most situations are like I am a criminal in a court of appeal, seen as guilty, while trying to prove my innocence.
No one sees that I possess both emotion and reason. When I state to her that she's mistreating me, I am too sensitive. If I'm feeling stressed because of it, but don't want to reveal the truth to her, for fear of being accused of being too sensitive, I am accused of not revealing my feelings, which is not sensitive enough. I am viewed as someone who is violent (especially towards females), angry (especially towards females), lies, cheats, and steals to get ahead, only because other "Black" males have done this, and so any kind of business that I conduct is viewed as though it will lead to one of those things.
If I own a weapon (knife or gun), many "Black" females hint that my owning a weapon is going to lead to violence against them, even though I've never used any violence against them. My first so-called wife, actually told people that I was going to kill her, after she watched O.J. get arrested on T.V. That was crazy. I gave her no indication that I would do such a thing. She lied to people that I had been to jail, and that she had to put up her house to bail me out. She told people that I would beat her constantly. She told people that I had cheated on her. She told people that she had to support me and our offspring. They believed her, without ever knowing me. Why? Because these are things that "Black" males are perceived to be doing.
Especially in the minds of huge numbers of "Black" females, who think that a "Black" male has to be "trained" by them, in order for him to behave in a correct manner.
When I discovered that she was having sexual intercourse with other "Black" males, during our "marriage" and I told some other people about it, I was to blame for it no matter what.
Many "Black" males told me that I wasn't "hitting it right", meaning that I was not fulfilling her sexual needs.
Many "Black" females told me that I wasn't "treating her right" meaning that I was not fulfilling her emotional needs.
Some "Black" males and females that knew her, tried to help me deal with her mistreatment, without letting her know that they were.
One "Black" female actually talked to her about her incorrect behavior towards me. One! It should have been all of the "Black" females that knew what she was doing, but they remained silent.
When I was active in the Nation of Islam, we (F.O.I.) aka "Black" males wouldn't hesitate to put pressure on other brothers (to the point of whooping their ass, when necessary) if they mistreated the (M.G.T.) aka "Black" female. Some of the M.G.T. did pressure a sister to "act right", sometimes, but, it wasn't enough, they didn't beat no ass.
Too many times I've allowed myself to be a garbage pale for the verbal and physical abuse that I've suffered from the "Black" female, and never laid one hand on her. The "Black" male holds in all of that stress with no way to release it, and it turns into disease. STRESS KILLS. And it kills "Black" males far more rapidly than it does the "Black" female. Why? she gets more help with dealing with her stress than the "Black" male does.
If the "Black" male and female get into a conflict with words? Who will win? If you said the "Black" male. Then stop reading here.
UPDATE 2019
I have since been divorced from the second "marriage" which was worse than the first one. She was verbally and physically abusive waaay more than the first. Huge numbers of "Black" males go through this kind of abuse and yet remain silent because of the embarrassment factor of revealing how "they let a female dominate them". But the main problem with that is that most of us are suffering through it and the more we remain silent about it the worse it will get.
For my lack of knowing what to do, when verbally and physically abused, my only alternative was to walk away but she would follow me or block the door to where I'd be forced to listen to her abusive words and my only defense was to respond with verbal abuse as well. Throwing my hands up in frustration and feeling like I am about to explode is where it could take me so I got to the point to where I would just tune her out with the hopes that one day she'd see that we are in this war together and that its US against the system of white supremacy.
But she never did accept that idea. While in a custody dispute over my son, she attempted to get full custody by telling the court that I was crazy because I made videos on YouTube about White Supremacy. You could hear the laughter and snickering in the minds of almost everyone in the courthouse only noticeable by a smile and head shaking from the judges bench to the edges of the courtroom. Oops I digressed.
While still in the "marriage", I attempted to handle the abusive situations with compensatory conversation control, which is to not respond to statements and only ask questions. That worked briefly but the emotions were too overwhelming for me. I couldn't help but respond back with verbal abuse in my defense. I see where I made my mistakes. I have absolutely nothing against the "Black" female and everything against her behavior that is characteristically pointed out in The Black Man's Guide To Understanding The Black Woman by Shahrazad Ali.
"Sometimes the Black man grows to respond to everything she says in a harsh rebuttal tone. He becomes accustomed to the rough talk and uses it as frequently as she. This is wrong. It only convinces the Black woman that he can't handle her so he has joined her. She will drag him under the earth if he allows it. When a Black man falls for a Black woman and begins to demonstrate that he loves her more than he loves himself, she recognizes this as a ripe stage for her to really let it rip. The more he professes his love the worse she will treat him. The more he tries to give her the more she will demand." The more he tries to please her the more critical she is of his efforts."
Those words described both of my "marriages" to "Black" females and the relationships that I had with others whom I didn't get the "White" man's permission ("marriage" license) to "marry".
Growing up in the bay area (born 1968 in Oakland, raised in Richmond) during the Black Power movement and having been surrounded by people who taught me from day one to respect and protect the Black woman. Having been taught to love her and cherish her. Be nice and courteous to her with the belief that we had a war to fight with the system and not each other was a huge surprise when I met these two females who deceived me into believing that they too had grown up apart of this same movement. I no longer believe that "marriage" is possible while under the system of white supremacy. I no longer believe that there is such a thing as "Romantic love" while under the system of white supremacy. The root word to "Romance" is "Roman" which shows you were this type of belief comes from. More on that another time.
I have heard huge numbers of females say "I want a man who can handle me." What since does that make?
Are you some out of control beast? That needs to be whooped into submission? How about an independent free spirited person that needs to be abused until you submit?
Sounds like a master/ slave relationship to me.
What person in their correct mind would want to spend time trying to "handle" someone else?
What person who wants themselves and their people to be FREE wants to dominate their female companion into being "handled"?
If you THINK you need to be "handled" what does that say about your mental state?
I understand now that "handling" means to not tolerate your mistreatment but its backwards because now if you mistreat me from the start you lose because you only get that one chance. I heard Mr. Fuller say that if anyone hits you, you need to get away from them, and stay away from them. I now agree with that. And so more power to those of you who have had the self respect to do the same.
I have now learned to let go of the subservient abusive sponge I allowed myself to be because I felt sympathy for the "Black" female. It's time that I feel sympathy for my self and empathize with my own consciousness and protect it at all cost from outsiders until the system of white supremacy is replaced with justice.
As much as I want to trust her, I see that I cannot.
Call me bitter because I have given far too much sweet and got bitterness in return.
LOL!! I am not bitter, I have only found self respect. But far too many who don't know the difference will call me bitter.
My self-respect has caused me to believe I must have a set of rules, regulations, limitations, and boundary lines.
A code that I must have whenever dealing with "Non-white" females in a system of white supremacy.
I think I will start by following the suggestions in the United Independent Compensatory Code in the area of sex just to see what happens.
My reaction to N’COBRA to #ADOS and to Those Responding to #ADOS
I had to set the link up like this because YouTube doesn't recognize NCOBRA as an "associated site", whatever the hell that means.... anyway click on the link below and it will take you to them. But since you're he why not take a look at some of my past posts? Don't be too afraid the incorrect government won't be sending anyone to your door.
NCOBRA Responds To ADOS
Wednesday, June 12, 2019
An Interview with Stanley Tookie Williams (Reposted from counterpunch.org)
NOVEMBER 29, 2005
An Interview with Stanley Tookie Williams
by PHIL GASPER
Stanley Tookie Williams, co-founder of the Crips street gang in Los Angeles over 30 years ago, is facing execution on December 13. Over the past 12 years, Williams has publicly apologized for his past, written a series of award-winning children’s books to keep kids out of gangs, initiated a Peace Protocol that has led to gang truces in cities such as Newark, New Jersey, and been nominated for the Nobel Peace Prize. (For more details see “Saving Tookie Williams“.)
On November 25, California Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger announced that he will hold a hearing on December 8 to consider clemency for Williams. Earlier that day I spoke to Williams by telephone.
SOME PROSECUTORS, police and prison officials have been trying to discredit you by saying that you are still an active gang member. What’s your response?
IT’S QUITE a spurious allegation that these people are putting out. The fact of the matter is that I have a report from the San Quentin Institutional Classification Committee from 2004, which quotes a lieutenant saying that he hadn’t observed anything that was gang-related about me for the past 10 years. It also commended me for 10 years of a positive program.
So it’s quite contradictory for a San Quentin spokesperson-or anyone else, for that matter-to state that I’m still involved in gang activity, when that same person’s superiors say I’ve been programming positively for over 10 years.
SOME OF the same people say that if you were serious about opposing gang violence, you would allow the authorities to “debrief” you on what you know about the Crips. Do you have any inside information that could be used to weaken the Crips or other gangs, and why have you refused to be debriefed?
THE FACT of the matter is that “debriefing” is a euphemism for snitching-telling on people. In my redemptive transition, I vowed to myself not to participate in any kind of violence, or anything that would harm other people, and for me to tell on another person is, in my opinion, harming another individual.
But first and foremost, I have no information.
Secondly, there’s another contradiction with these individuals who continuously promote this claim about me. As it stands, the Departmental Operations Manual clearly states that the only gangs or individuals who will be debriefed are prison gangs. The Crips and the Bloods are not considered prison gangs. Prison gangs are those that were formed and created in the prison.
If I were a gang member, and if there was any iota of data that showed this, I would never have left the hole. I was in there in solitary confinement for close to seven years. And if debriefing was necessary-if it was legal for a street gang-then they would have done that to me then.
THE MEDIA has made much of the fact that you have never apologized to the murder victims’ families in your case-you’ve said that you would rather die than lie about something you didn’t do. Do you have anything you would like to say to the victims’ families?
IF I had the opportunity to talk to talk to any victims’ family members, I would say that I can empathize and I sympathize with their loss of a loved one. I would say the same thing to anyone who has lost a loved one.
However, in regards to me apologizing, it would be wrong of me to apologize for something I didn’t do. I didn’t commit those crimes. I’ve been averring my innocence since day one, and it is the truth. So I cannot apologize for something I didn’t do.
It would be wrong of me. It would be a coward’s act. I would be craven to proclaim guilt for something I didn’t do. And that’s why I say that I’d rather just go on and die than to lie about something that is so untrue.
WHAT MADE you decide to redirect your life and dedicate yourself to helping kids?
I’VE LIVED a pathetic life, and I believe it was education that helped me to change. It was through education that I was able to create common sense and use reasoning. And it was through this that I developed a conscience that led to my redemption.
This is something I feel I was obligated to do as a man, period-to do something that would help youth out there. I feel obligated to try to convince them that the life that they wanted to live or are thinking about living-the so-called thug life, or the gang life, or the criminal life, or the drug life-will ruin their lives forever. I was motivated to do something in my small way-to make a contribution.
SOME PEOPLE out there want to blame you as an individual for pretty much all the gang violence that exists. What do you think are the underlying causes that result in gangs and street crime and violence?
FIRST AND foremost, it’s an impossibility to blame one person for the ills of society. That’s just like Black people trying to blame one white person for slavery and what followed. That would be ridiculous.
But I believe the center of the problem is self-hate, which is a very destructive mechanism that people pick up, because of the conditions not only of society but the morbid mindset of how they look at things.
I believe that this is the motivating factor of gangs. It was to me. That’s why I had no qualms about initiating aggression toward people who looked like me-in other words, toward Black folks. It was a sense of trying to erase or obliterate that which reminded me of myself, in the negative.
WHERE DO you think that self-hate comes from?
IT COMES from conditioning. And when I say conditioning, we’re talking about conditioning that’s propagated not only on television and on the radio, but through encounters with the police department, with people in economic positions and in almost any institution-the prisons, the juvenile halls, the police stations, the youth authorities, etc.
There’s an inveterate form of racialism that exists, and it perpetuates a negative stereotype. These things are out there.
As a youngster growing up, I had the unenviable experience of digesting the most negative stereotypes about Black folks being illiterate, being criminals, being violent, being promiscuous, being indolent, etc. When you’re spoon-fed these things on an incessant basis, you eventually morph into those negative stereotypes, unwittingly. That’s what happened to me. I became the stereotypes that I was spoon-fed.
As far as amending the problems, I believe that education is the key. I know I consistently talk about this, but I believe it, because it’s what woke me up. It was my form of an awakening-though over a period of time, because I’ve never had an epiphany or anything like that. I had to undergo years of battling my demons.
What I did was I picked up parts of the most negative aspects of society, and I built my character, I built my persona. And I became what I built-a monster. That became my identity.
WHAT ACHIEVEMENT in your life are you most proud of?
MY REDEMPTIVE transition-being able to alter myself from one extreme to the other.
If you would have told me 15 years ago that I was going to change my life, that I would write children’s books, that I would be helping thousands upon thousands of children, that I would eventually be nominated for the Nobel Peace Prize, and that they would eventually make a movie about me, I would have looked at you as if you had lost your mind.
The reason is because, being a Crip, so-called “cripping” was all that I knew. I felt that would be what I would do for the rest of my life. It was all I knew. I felt that was my reason to exist.
So quite naturally, I thought that was how I would die. I would live until a bullet to the back of the brain, or what have you. I never expected to do anything else, because that was my raison d’etre. There was nothing that could penetrate that armor of the gang life at that time.
That’s what I thought-until, to my amazement, something did. What happened was that I was slowly but surely becoming human.
MANY OF the people who are campaigning around your case are opposed to the death penalty in general and are fighting to end it. I wonder if there’s anything you’d like to say to the anti-death penalty movement in this country?
I’M VERY grateful that they exist, for one thing-because as you and I both know, there wasn’t any type of anti-anything for many years.
I’m very grateful that there are people out there who possess the goodness to be willing to help save the lives of many of us they don’t even know. They know nothing about our backgrounds, but yet they know that killing is wrong, and that the death penalty isn’t a deterrent, and it’s not solving any problems.
Throughout this nation, the death penalty population and the overall population within prisons are getting larger and larger. If there were a deterrent effect, then prisons would be empty. We’re talking about over 600 on death row in California alone. If a person can deduce from this that the death penalty is working, then something is wrong with their reasoning.
But the death penalty has become a pawn that politicians use all the time. You have politicians who didn’t used to be supporters of the death penalty, but once they get into the political arena, they alter their position. They become proponents of the death penalty, because that is the zeitgeist of the moment-the politically correct way to be.
Some people can do it. I couldn’t do it. What they’re doing is what many people expect me to do in regards to apologizing for crimes I didn’t commit-just to save my life. Of course I want to live, but not by having to lie.
A longer version of this interview will appear on Socialist Worker Online. To support clemency for Stan, visit http://www.savetookie.org. Educators can sign the “Educators for Tookie” letter at http://www.nodeathpenalty.org/EducatorsTookie.html.
PHIL GASPER is Professor of Philosophy at Notre Dame de Namur University in California and a member of the Campaign to End the Death Penalty. He has nominated Stanley Williams for the Nobel Peace Prize four times. He can be reached at pgasper@ndnu.edu.
Dr.SYNQ: Lisa Calderon Assaulted By Toranto Old Navy Employee Is Going To Get Paid!!!
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Dr.SYNQ: Lisa Calderon Assaulted By Toranto Old Navy Employee Is Going To Get Paid!!!
Lisa Calderon, of Mississauga, Ontario, correctly uses her cell phone to record her being victimized by white supremacy ( assaulted by an Old Navy staff member) who accused her of stealing a 13 dollar shirt from the store.
Dr.SYNQ: Lisa Calderon Assaulted By Toranto Old Navy Employee Is Going To Get Paid!!!
Lisa Calderon, of Mississauga, Ontario, correctly uses her cell phone to record her being victimized by white supremacy ( assaulted by an Old Navy staff member) who accused her of stealing a 13 dollar shirt from the store.
Calderon voiced her emotions in a Facebook post stating how
“uncomfortable” she was while being at the Toronto store.
“When I was at Brown’s [shoe store] looking for shoes, a
staff by the name of Stephanie said she seen that I did not walk into the store
with my top on, and they saw it on camera, and that I still had the price tag
on it,”
“She then proceeded
to put her hands on me in front of security guard Quesada 10830909.”
Calderon recorded the incident which shows “Stephanie”, the
old navy racist suspect grabbing her by the arm and refusing to let go, despite
Calderon’s repeated demands to let go.
“If she doesn’t let go of me I’m going to press charges!”
she shouts. “Stephanie, I’m going to press charges against you. Let go of my
hand.”
“Ma’am, why are you shaking? Are you nervous?” “Stephanie”
asks sarcastically.
“Stephanie” told Calderon that store cameras recorded her walking
in wearing a different shirt than the one she walked out with.
Working 30 plus years in the security field I can say
without a doubt that Old Navy has a lawsuit coming or will be making a
settlement because “Stephanie” clearly broke the law. This would be a misdemeanor
assault in California. You cannot grab a person for what YOU THINK THEY DID
unless it was a felony and you must make a citizens arrest to put your hands on
them and in this case it would have made things worst for “Stephanie” whom I
immediately knew would lose her job as soon as I saw the video.
Calderon said on FB “Guys I cried cause I never thought in a
million years this would happen to me,”
“I would’ve been more calm and understanding if she didn’t
accuse me first. I would’ve been happy to show my receipt, especially because I
voiced my racial profile complaint to the employee before I left the store.
This needs to stop, Stephanie had no Right to aggressively lay her hands on me
and accuse me of stealing a $13 dollar top.”
Dr.Francis Cress Welsing Was Killed By Gentrification
Who:
Dr Francis Cress Welsing
Washington DC Board Of Zoning Adjustment
Jewish Primary Day School (JPDS) of Washington DC changed name to Milton Gottesman Jewish Day School Of The Nation’s Capital
Where:
Washington DC at Welsing’s house and JPDS playground
When:
This process started in 2006 and ended with Dr Welsing's death in 2016
How:
attempted gentrification and killed Dr Francis Cress Welsing through the proliferation of noise
What:
Resulted in Dr Welsing’s death on January 2nd 2016
Dr. Francis Cress Welsing was a “Black” female Medical Doctor.
A psychiatrist. After learning the United Independent Compensatory Code (U.I.C.C.S.C.) from its founder, Neely Fuller Jr. She proclaimed that she and all other people classified as “Non-white” were in fact Victims of Racism (White Supremacy).
Best known for her lectures on Racism (White Supremacy) and her book The Isis Papers. She was born Frances Luella Cress in Chicago, Illinois, on March 18, 1935. She was a third-generation physician, starting with her grandfather, her father, and then herself, after receiving her medical degree (M.D.) in psychiatry at Howard University in 1962.
Her mother was a schoolteacher. During her fellowship at Howard in 1967 she received an inner calling to go to what she referred to as a “Black Power Committee meeting
After having many meetings with Neely Fuller, she decided that as a psychiatrist she needed to know why Racism (White Supremacy) was a system. Her hypothesis to that “why” is the Cress Theory Of Color Confrontation which she published in
The Isis Papers. Essentially her theory says that Racism (White Supremacy) is a survival mechanism put in place to prevent what she referred to as White Genetic Annihilation.
Which means removing “White” people from the planet through sexual intercourse with “non-white” people.
“Her theory can be supported by the mantra of the unsophisticated Racists (White Supremacists) aka The White Nationalists and or others who rally for the survival of the so-called “White” Race.”
Dr. Welsing died on Saturday January 2, 2016.
Gentrification killed Dr. Francis Cress-Welsing and I can prove it based on her own reports plus additional evidence.
I define Gentrification as the unjust removal of one or more “Non-white” people from their habitat in order to make space for one or more “White” people.
BZA case 18400 (regarding Dr Welsing)
Saturday, June 08, 2019
On Dr Francis Cress Welsing
Dr. Francis Cress Welsing was a “Black” female Medical Doctor. A psychiatrist
to be specific. After learning the United Independent Compensatory Code (U.I.C.C.S.C.)
from its founder, Neely Fuller Jr. She proclaimed that she and all other people
classified as “Non-white” were in fact Victims of Racism (White Supremacy).
Dr. Welsing said:
“Fuller
understood that racism contained the seeds to the origin of counter-racism, the
behavior dynamic of liberation for the non-white victims of white supremacy”
“His work led me
to question the necessity of the global white collective to evolve such a
system of unjust behavior. The result was The Cress Theory of Color
Confrontation.”
Dedicating her existence towards countering racism she said that she
was the only psychiatrist in the world who had done the kind of work she has
done in her fight against Racism/ White Supremacy for over 40 years. She wrote
several papers on the subject stating what its victims should do about it.
In 1991 she compiled her papers into one book called The Isis Papers: The Keys to the Colors.
Her work has
influenced many and was mentioned in some popular movies. Boomerang and baby boy.
In her last speech given in Sacramento CA she called it her assignment.
She spoke just an hour drive away from me.
Unfortunately, I didn’t find out
that she was there until a day or two after.
I was sorely disappointed because I wanted to meet her and exchange
constructive information about countering racism. No one to date has gained
notoriety in countering racism on the level that she has, not even Mr. Fuller.
And his concept is why she wrote her book, did lectures, and interviews.
Some have referred to her as one of our “leaders”. I saw no evidence
of her calling herself a “leader”.
I know that she was against anyone deeming her as such because she
practiced the U.I.C.C.S.C.
It is in my opinion that she was a signal to those
“who
have resolved to end this great travesty and bring justice, then peace to
planet Earth” (unquote), as stated in her work THE ISIS PAPERS: The Keys to the Colors.
She was a signal
because she pointed out observations that can help us get a better
understanding of what Racism (White Supremacy) is and how it works. That must
be the assignment of the majority of us who are dedicated towards replacing
white supremacy with justice.
Dr. Welsing said “Black
people in the US must dissect and analyze [Racism/White Supremacy] to the core.
With this knowledge (produced in her book), black people can take the necessary
steps to eliminate the problem.”
My assignment is to motivate you to honor her by studying her work and
laboring to implement solutions that will eliminate the injustices of this
world.
You should labor to make more works, based on the united-independent
concept. You will honor her by making your own work produced from dissecting
and analyzing [Racism/White Supremacy] “to the core.”
It is my theory that if we have at least eight million victims of white
supremacy doing this in the so-called United States that we can Ultimately, end Racism (White Supremacy) in
this world by replacing it with
Justice. This in not a joke. We need eight million “Black” people to think,
speak, and/or act in countering racism until it is replaced with justice.
Do yourself a big favor and buy this book to help you learn more about what Racism (White Supremacy) is and how it works by getting Dr Welsing's book! She spent 49 years trying to wake other victims of white supremacy up to the system of white supremacy so that we can learn to Replace White Supremacy With Justice. She dedicated her existence to this and so should you if you're sick and tired of being sick and tired of Racism (White Supremacy).
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